Yesterday was ptn session and guess what, I do something wrong. Till now, I feel really very paiseh. We went to FC5 for lunch. I went to order SS meal. Then I carry the tray to the table. When I want to remove the tray, I take the food and put onto the table. Then something went wrong. I dunno the aunty never covered the milo for me, so I hold the top of the cup, then it spilled onto the table. One may think that just wipe the table will do. But this is not the problem that is troubling me. The problem is I think the hot milo actually driped onto one person's(not to mention his name) bermuda/bag. I am really very paiseh. Furthermore, the bermuda is white in color and got stained by the milo (I think so). Most importantly is dunno the hot milo got hurt his skin or not. I am really very SORRY about it. (just count himself unlucky lor...hahahaa). I am not intentionally one lor, hope he wouldn't blame me. Though when I apologized to him, he say it's alright, I still liang xin bu an. The scene kept flashing through my mind. This thing would happened maybe because I was too dependent on my parents lor. At home, they spoonfeed me and there is no "SELF-SERVICE" this word. Even when I go out with them, they buy and carry the food to me. When I go out with my friends, I also feared that I would do something wrong. Maybe, I should learn to be more independent. Another reason is that I feared of hurting someone. Everytime, when I say something hurting, later I will feel unconscious. That goes the same for relationship. I wouldn't do something that will harmed him, unless he hurt me. To me, I believe that in order to maintain a good relationship, both partners have to be truthful and faithful(loyal) to each other. Lady should be more understanding and forgiving and man have to be more gentleman and loyal.
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