So, I have make up my mind to seriously think what i want to be cos my future lies in my hands and below is my conclusion:
1st : i want to be a CID, Police, investigator. I have alway hope to work at the cantonment complex since i was a kid. Everytime, when i go to outram park and saw the old/new building, i told myself that i must work there. I find this job challenging. However, this dream only exists in angela's wonderland cos of 2 reasons:
a. i suffer from scoliosis(abnormal spinal curvature). I really loathed myself at times cos' it somehow affect my lives (social, relationship, career). In sec. sch., nurses came to do spine check, i am very scared cos' they'll asked me why i didn't go for the appointment for the previous year and they began to nagged at me. I ignored them cos' i dun like to see doctor, i hate to see them. they asked a lot of questions and even worse, sometimes they are very fiece and wil scold u one lor.
b. i've weak heart n low blood pressure. My parent dun allow me to do pe and napfa test in sch. I sometimes secretly play badminton with my friend cos to me, light pe won't die so easily one lah.
I can't run fast and far. My dream is SHATTERED.
2nd: Be a lecturer/teacher is also a good option. It's fun and challenging to teach kid/children/teenager. Although they may create problems at times, they really dun mean it one lah. Maybe as a lecturer/teacher, they should learn to understand n ti liang their student instead of scold/punish them. Use a 'soft' approach instead of 'hard' approach to help them learn their lesson.
3rd: The thought of being a social worker have also strike me when i was young. Maybe can consider working at orphanage, children centre etc. Working with kids can be fun and challenging. Though may not earn much, as long as i am happy can already.
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