♥Tuesday, July 25, 2006♥
walked n walked n walked...
came 2 a narrow road.
When i was abt 2 cross the road...
a car stopped in front of me (blocked me fr. crossing).
Seconds later, another lorry pulled up behind the car...
again i could not crossed the road.
Actually in this situation, i got 2 choices 2 choose --- 1 was 2 walked behind the lorry/ in betwween the car and lorry, another was 2 wait 4 the car n lorry 2 pass.
Dunno y i juz chose 2 wait (maybe cos i dunno how 2 face problems tat i encountered).
At tat time, i was thinking how i hope i could vanish fr. this earth everytime when i encountered a problem.
Look very trouble these few days cos of a VERY BIG problem arose (dun wish 2 elaborate). I only hope there is someone who i could confide my problem to n at least gif me some advice tat i realli need.
"A" told me tat she feel very guilty (cos she initiated the problem). But Guilty = Useless liao. U created the problem 4 me n now i, the one going 2 solve the problems. How m i going 2 resolve it?
It's actually easy 4 me 2 solve the problem provided no 3rd party involved. Now 3rd party who is innocent got involved in this problem. Wat's more, 3rd party = my gd frenz. (now our relationship deteriorated). If i apologize 2 her, can apology help 2 save her the problem??? Can apology bring both us back 2 last time, i mean our relationship???
Who can help me? Only i can help myself now. But i really didnt know how 2 solve it n there r still many qns waiting 4 me 2 answer.
As i wrote on my msn nick, running away is not the solution 2 a problem, i should b brave n hv a positive attitude when handling problem(s). But m i able 2 do it or not? It's easy 2 say than done. How m i going 2 face the pple around me? i m a COMPLETE failure!!!
Is this really fair 2 me? i hv 2 pay such a heavy price n yet in the end, i get nothing in return. Unlike proj/exam, where i put in all my effort n time, i still can get a gd grade. But 4 this problem, i didnt get any benefits. Is this fair or not???(only God know the answer)
Rite now, i juz hope tat sunshine will come soon n rain will b over. Else i may NOT b able 2 concentrate n prepare 4 the coming smester exam le!!! N i oso wish 2 b back 2 myself again. The cheerful, happy-go-lucky angela. But if the 3rd party nv talk 2 me, how do u expect me 2 b in my true self again???
Life is really complicated. If 2dae u solve this problem, other problems will rise again. It is juz tat we dunno when, where n what the next problems will b which is involuntary one lor. How i hope i hv nv grow up, then i will not hv 2 face all these problems!!!
Reached my destination...
came 2 a narrow road.
When i was abt 2 cross the road...
a car stopped in front of me (blocked me fr. crossing).
Seconds later, another lorry pulled up behind the car...
again i could not crossed the road.
Actually in this situation, i got 2 choices 2 choose --- 1 was 2 walked behind the lorry/ in betwween the car and lorry, another was 2 wait 4 the car n lorry 2 pass.
Dunno y i juz chose 2 wait (maybe cos i dunno how 2 face problems tat i encountered).
At tat time, i was thinking how i hope i could vanish fr. this earth everytime when i encountered a problem.
Look very trouble these few days cos of a VERY BIG problem arose (dun wish 2 elaborate). I only hope there is someone who i could confide my problem to n at least gif me some advice tat i realli need.
"A" told me tat she feel very guilty (cos she initiated the problem). But Guilty = Useless liao. U created the problem 4 me n now i, the one going 2 solve the problems. How m i going 2 resolve it?
It's actually easy 4 me 2 solve the problem provided no 3rd party involved. Now 3rd party who is innocent got involved in this problem. Wat's more, 3rd party = my gd frenz. (now our relationship deteriorated). If i apologize 2 her, can apology help 2 save her the problem??? Can apology bring both us back 2 last time, i mean our relationship???
Who can help me? Only i can help myself now. But i really didnt know how 2 solve it n there r still many qns waiting 4 me 2 answer.
As i wrote on my msn nick, running away is not the solution 2 a problem, i should b brave n hv a positive attitude when handling problem(s). But m i able 2 do it or not? It's easy 2 say than done. How m i going 2 face the pple around me? i m a COMPLETE failure!!!
Is this really fair 2 me? i hv 2 pay such a heavy price n yet in the end, i get nothing in return. Unlike proj/exam, where i put in all my effort n time, i still can get a gd grade. But 4 this problem, i didnt get any benefits. Is this fair or not???(only God know the answer)
Rite now, i juz hope tat sunshine will come soon n rain will b over. Else i may NOT b able 2 concentrate n prepare 4 the coming smester exam le!!! N i oso wish 2 b back 2 myself again. The cheerful, happy-go-lucky angela. But if the 3rd party nv talk 2 me, how do u expect me 2 b in my true self again???
Life is really complicated. If 2dae u solve this problem, other problems will rise again. It is juz tat we dunno when, where n what the next problems will b which is involuntary one lor. How i hope i hv nv grow up, then i will not hv 2 face all these problems!!!
Reached my destination...
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