呵呵，
隔了那么久我终于复活了！！！^_^

刚看到两个entries应该是去年写的，
可是今天才publish!
Hehe...

大概有八个月没有更新了...
过去的八个月过得还蛮有意义的！
期间也发生了很多不开心的事，
也不想去想太多！

心情的确不是很好，
几乎每天都在哭，
哪儿都不想去，
只想静静地一个人！
连最喜欢做的事都不想做！
But after seeing the doctor yesterday,
It is time that I should not think too much.
Stand up and continue to bring joys to others.
It is not the end of the world!
Must recommit myself to what I am/was doing.

家事
搬了三次的家，
幸好有妹夫的帮忙。

最近家里又开始发生了一些事，
让我不知所措，
尤其是父母知道我的工作的电话号码。
我不晓得他们怎么找到的。
但一定是用了一些手段...
Haiz.
我又无能为力，
只好几乎每天乖乖地听他们的电话，
听他们怎么继续的骂!
很多次我都哭了！
因为我听到的还是自私的他们，
没有改！！！

我很佩服小妹，
因为她都不需要听他们的电话，
小妹把sim card给换掉！

刚过去的母亲节，
虽然没有和她一起庆祝，
我还是汇了百多块进她的户口。
想起来我还真的守了我说过的话。
我曾经告诉过她：
＂不管你把不把我当你的女儿，
不管你有多么地讨厌我，
母亲节，
你的生日，
我还是会给你钱的！＂
可是她的宝贝女儿呢？
一笔钱都没有给她！
记得三个月前，
我汇了钱给她的生日，
她告诉我她没有收到，
还叫我拿那笔钱自己买棺材睡，
我看了那则简讯好伤心！
后来她才跟我道歉，
说她误会了我。
其实是她的户口有问题，
但我也不相信太多她说的话。
他们总是满嘴的谎言！

而现在呢？
他又找我们麻烦了！
Haiz...
头很痛，
很烦!

工作
终于在五月十八日，
我做满一年了。
工作不容易，
尤其遇到经济不好，
结果大行的project停了，
公司也裁员!
很糟糕！
现在虽来改去做management的东西，
偶尔会很忙，
但不知道会待在这行多久。
很想当老师，
可是要训练一年...
Haiz,
等读完书再打算吧！
现在的我在读specialist diploma in facilities management.
有点难，
因为要背书！
:o
不果只是到明年，
很快过的。
一定要撑住！

吉他
I never pass my guitar class,
Was streamed into the foundation group.
But still become a member of the group.
Anyway, I will stop to concentrate on my studies.
I don't know if I can still perform at my elderly sector in August for the graduation project???

义工
去年十月做了volunteer leader,
可以inspire volunteers
bring joys to more beneficiaries and also I get to know an awesome group of like-minded friends.
We went ice-skating,
Play arcade,
Nature walk,
Watched movies etc.
This year on 6th April,
They even celebrated my birthday for me!
Hehe...
Very grateful to have know them,
They really care for me a lot.

Apart from that,
I have also met a very adorable volunteer on 5th Feb.
He is really good and very caring,
Very 霸道 also.
Hehe...
He will make sure I don't skip any of my meals by asking me to send him my meal picture,
Like that how to save money?
Hahaha...
He is really awesome!

But thing just changed!
If only I never say it out on 28th and 29th Apr...

No matter what happen, To me,
There will always be this, one and only unique tree,
The tree that teached me to roller blade on 22nd Apr;
The tree that accompanied me to the three museums;
The tree that accompanied me to Universal Studio Singapore, though he was sick on his birthday;
The tree that accompanied me to taste great food, especially Japanese food;
The tree that accompanied me to watch 10 movies;
The tree that I always fought to pay money with, 三斗定胜局；
The tree that sent me to my first guitar class and waited 3hours for me;
The tree that let me want to sign up fewer activities so to have more rest;
The tree that gave me my first bouquet of my life on 12th Feb;
The tree that left me with lots of great, unforgettable memories!

虽然开始保持点距离，但在我的心里永远就只有这一棵独特的树！