我还很清醒。
隔了一个月多,
今天下午我终于又喝茶了!
Hehe...
现在脑袋还在想些事情!
明天joy gatherers带silra home 的婆婆,
公公去changi airport走走,
傍晚和老人一起吃buffet!
我很想和他们一起去走走,
Haiz...
算了吧。。。
下次还有机会的!
很多时候,
我很希望别人不要对我那么好 !
因为我不忍心伤害他们,
在做决定的时候也不用那么执着!
There was once a person told me that being caring is not good!
And now I totally agreed with what he say!
好人没好报,
明白了吗?
Being caring is a two-way harm!
First is when people care for me too much:
How can I bear to hurt them with my decision?
some over caring maybe misleading.
Second is when I care for others too much:
Maybe misleading to some people;
Maybe creating unwanted problems for myself;
Maybe turn around I was the one hurting myself!
因为太在乎了!
关心到底是什么?
关心应该到什么程度才不会让人误解???
我是大小姐吗?
不是!
脾气是有点坏,
固执。
我不喜欢拖拖拉拉,
拿不定主意,
犹豫不决。
只希望做人能洒脱点,
直接,
不要神神秘秘的!
不要有任何的隐瞒,
可以吗???
隐瞒,
会让我很不开心的!
如果有的选,
我很希望能永远离开这里,
到别国居住!
因为这个岛留给我的是悲伤多过快乐!!!
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