哈哈,
今天我竟然睡过头!
我的手机最近有问题,
闹钟竟然没有响!!!
天啊,
幸好没有迟到!

今天带老人家们出去走走和吃东西!
每次都很期待和老人们出门,
可是今天却让我有些感想!

第一:
比起别的zones,
我们的义工真的超多!
是义工多过老人吗?
我从没有想过竟然会出现这样的现象!
当初会转来这个zone是因为以为人手不够,
怎么知道现在expand得越来越多义工了!
这是个好的现象!
可是有时候有些活动出现太多义工也未必是好的!
因为我本身会认为有了那么多义工,
那我来做什么啊?

同样的在lead activities时,
我也会让很多义工来帮忙,
可是后来才发现人手太多了,
那些义工的反应是怎样的?
我很清楚!

可是另一方面,
我又不想拒绝那些已经on waitlist的义工喔!
怎么办?

第二:
After the first morning activity while on the way to lunch,
I noticed that some of the volunteers were looking tired and taking a nap on the bus!
Omg,
where is your enthusiasm?
The elderly are not even shutting their eyes in the bus,
Why are we, the volunteers/youngsters looking so worn-out?

When leading activities,
I had never seen any of my volunteers look tiring/sleepy before!
And I strongly believe if you are sincere to volunteer,
You should bring along with you the volunteering enthusiasm/spirits!

第三:
When going out/having lunch with the elderly,
I loves/enjoys sitting with the elderly!
Because can see whether they have eat enough,
can know what they eat/what they don’t eat.
And also scoop the dishes for them which are more convenient for those who are unable to reach!
However,
when I saw the 2 tables were fully occupied by the elderly only,
I told mummy that I want to sit with the elderly instead of the volunteers.
Mummy told me the tables were full until Ah gong asked,
then I get to sit with the elderly.
Aren’t volunteers supposed to be spread among the elderly during meal so that volunteers can assist those elderly who are not able to scoop the dishes on their own?
And how about elderly who want to go to the toilet during the meal?
Who is going to assist them?

Anyway,
these are just what I think of today’s activity,
there are still rooms for improvement!

The major problem that I am facing now is I don’t know how to communicate with the lady whom mummy added into the CG planning group!
I don’t know how to work/discuss with the members as a team!
I told someone about this issue that I am facing on the bus today,
he told me that I am a volunteer leader,
so how to communicate should not be a problem to me!
But it is like a totally different way of working!
Somehow she just didn’t notice that I am in the planning team too!
Or there is no respect at all?
There is totally no communication between her and me!
Is there a problem with me?

Sometimes I want to get more involve,
sometimes I hope I can do/contribute more,
but look at the state,
look at the way of communication for planning team,
I really don’t know how to go on!

I JUST DONT WISH TO QUIT SO EASILY or GO xxxxxx-HOPPING AGAIN!!!
Am I having communication problem or am I not a team-player???

I don’t want to bother about it anymore,
can I?
Let them go plan/come up with the proposal!

Now I just want to sit back and relax!

很想做mummy的左右手，
可是又不知道有什么可以帮她的？
我真的很没有用耶！